Some Days

Some days are easier than others to be a mom. Some days, I wake up and am so full of energy that I plan 25 things to do with the girls before naptime. Other days, however, I just want to rest on the couch and let them fend for themselves. It takes an awful lot of prayer to help me through those kind of days. But, I always feel better at the end of the day when I do spend my time with my precious girls rather than being selfish and resting and having a "me" day. Plus, I know these wonderful days of Erika and Laurel constantly wanting my attention will not always be here. I love when Erika says, "Mommy, can you help me write my letters?" "Mommy, can you hold my hand?" "Mommy, can I be in your arms?" "Mommy, will you dance with me?" And when Laurel brings a book to me and says, "Pleeeeease." Or just runs into my legs for a big huge hug. Although I'm praying that these requests will never end, I have a feeling that one day Erika won't want me to read what she's written. Or won't want to hold my hand. Or won't have time to dance with me. Or Laurel will want to read by herself. Or be too busy/cool/old to hug me. So, I will continue to pray for all the energy I need to make it through the day and to be the best mom I can be for today. And, I'll pray that the girls will always want me around. And, as always, I will thank God for blessing my life with these two amazing little people.